Wednesday, August 24
why are u leaving?? - Wednesday, August 24, 2005
i'm feeling down and crying my heart out again.not over a boy whom i had romantic links with, THANK GOD!`
tis tym it aint over such a ting.
tis tym it's different.
it must haf been fate tat i'd find out the truth tis wae.
it must be a sign for everyone to do someting special before they leave,
for me to do more than i haf ever done.
my eyes are thoroughly red and swollen,
from so much crying tat aint suppose 2 be suprising.
i'm trying my best to tink positive,
to look at the situation fm a beta light.
but how can i?
the thought of all of u leaving is juz unimagineable.
such a thought has been kept tt wae since i was lil.
so why does it haf to change now?
why can't tings juz be kept the same?
i'm wondering how life would be without ur pressences.
it wun be the same at all.
we wun be able to haf dinner like we've alwaes had it,
cos it no longer will be whole.
the laughter we shared will alwaes be remembered
cos u were the ones who made my childhood especially enjoyable.
it was the laughter tat all of us shared tat we were able to go thru the passing on of someone.
it was bcos of the laughter tat the process of healing was made easier.
i will miss u.
all of u.